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I will be turning 24 next month. The only accomplishment I’ve ever acquired was 23 years of age. I never fit in. It matters not where I go. I used to be very sad growing up during my teenage years. Eventually, the depression turned to anger at around 21. I fear I am beginning to lose everything that insures my yearning for life.

I have never had a girlfriend — never even been kissed. My mother cheated on my father, which lead to his death due to alcoholism. That was when I was about 7. Ever since, I have always treated women with extreme prejudice. She killed my father… There are nights when I think about killing her in many horrid, gruesome ways. However, I cannot give in to such childish intent.

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When I married my husband I knew that he was a recovering alcoholic (2 years clean), but he was one of the nicest people I had ever met. We’ve been married about 6 months now and these past few months he’s becoming more and more of an A**hole, with incredible mood swings, ranging from being the wonderful man I married to a verbally abusive jerk, tantrums and all. I have found out so many lies, most recently that he just resents me being around and wishes he was single. I’ve told him to go and file for divorce and I will leave and go back to my home country (yes I immigrated for him). But he won’t do this, later he apologizes and begs me to “bear with him”. He is like Jekyll and Hyde.
Lately he’s told me he was diagnosed as “bipolar” years ago, but takes no medication. I am wondering if his mood swings have anything to do with the alcoholism or is he really bipolar, and what the symptoms of bipolar are? I am so confused, any advice is appreciated …

True or False?

I am thinking about entering a program fro rehab. I have a problem bad, even though I don’t drink as much as I used to, I am what you call a “blackout” alcoholic, I drink til I black out. Well the other day I did that and stupidly drove. Wrecked the car, started walking to a store, saw a car, got out of the way, but when I jumped back, it hit my hand and screwed it up. I am so scared. I don’t want to do this. I am having a hard time believing that I MUST go to save my life. Anyone ever been there to a rehab facility? I just need some info. I think I am scared not only cause I am ashamed into having ask for help but also the “fear of the Unknown”. Any info is GREATLY appreciated. Thanks!

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No wonder I’ve been a virgin for so long. I don’t feel safe among my neighborhood b.c a bunch of black guys approach me for being a attractive light skinned female, but their style & how they approach me are not appealing at all. They make me uncomfortable. I am biracial. My mom’s white & my dads black. I have never had a very great relationship w/ my father b.c I’ve witness how bad he treated my mom; causing her to be stressed out at times. Plus he’d abused us due to alcoholism & drugs over the years. I don’t want to live w/ a man like that & I’ve noticed almost all black guys are like that. I have had a minium few of black female friends, but if they weren’t friends, 85% of the time they quickly become jealous of me. I have had MANY MANY jealous black girls since I started school basically! I had major anxiety/depression since 9 & I soley blame my father, jealousy, & sexual harassment as cause. All three involving blacks. I feel like I don’t fit in this culture. So I want to move.

Giraffe Leukemia – Contracted by using a toilet immediately after a black virgin. Symptoms include hair and nails growing at their normal rate. Treatment consists of taking off clothes and screaming.

Equine AIDS – Contracted by eating expired condoms. Symptoms include blood and skin. Treatment consists of self-massage with happy ending.

Elephant Alzheimer’s – Contracted when proctologist probes primary anus instead of secondary anus. Symptoms include bendable knees and elbows. Treatment consists of Jell-O taken nasally.

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I’m an alcoholic, currently trying to stop drinking. Since not drinking, I have been having really vivid dreams/nightmares that wake me up in the middle of the night. They started on my second night of not drinking, and I have been sober a week now. Is this normal? Has anyone else had dreams/nightmares withdrawing from alcohol?

Please help, it’s driving me crazy.